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guenyik! (≧∇≦)ノ
04 December 2009 @ 09:07 pm
caffeine in my bloodstream;  
FOS today was made of some brilliant stuff (:

basketball kicked off pretty well, first half turned out well (: refereed second half, and aaaaaaaaa ball was passed to me twice TT^TT referee, reh-fer-ree!! DDDD: but come to think of it, it was pretty funny, especially daniel's expression after he passed the ball to me and realized haha (: but yaaayyyy we won (:

rested for a bit, frisbee next, thrashed (expected)

captains ball, scary stuff, lost too, but it was a great match (:

got whammed into the hall floor and injured both knees -___- okay and that hurt quite badly Q____Q

volleyball after captains ball for a bit! fun much (:

shot hoops in the light drizzle with claudia jiaxi peiyit zhenrui, caught a cold (yes omg am currently sneezing like crazy, hope this cup of green tea saves my life)

batch lunch, sushi + sharing of three plates of golden rooster, hit town with cheryl kaiyun rachel rayna (:

oh, bytheway, thank you everyone for always looking out for me (: appreciated very much ((:
sorry guys guess sometimes I get too caught up with playing and not taking care of myself >< but nevertheless, thank you very much all you people! ♥ ((:
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guenyik! (≧∇≦)ノ
03 December 2009 @ 11:05 am
alcohol and bandages will soon follow this mess;  
CHRISTMAS IS COMINGGGGGGG
exciting much! *___* who wants to go shopping with guenyik!!

...am currently listening to montage, aaaaa reliving the seiyuu love, guess the brilliant thing about seiyuus is that their voices are so awesome and somehow just like arashi, voices are sievable from a whole mash of voices (moritaaaa) (: also, KENN's been doing well these few years, pretty much making it big, very much happy for him (: shugo chara musical (o____o), air gear musical! during which kenken's making a comeback, huzzah (: well so many things have happened after being inactive, velvet underworld finally kicked off, when idk, but jomg yaaaayyy KENNNNNN (: dry's image song is kind of Q____Q tho >___> ...then there's seiza kareshi, seiza kareshi seiza kareshi what is seiza kareshi about..? DDD: and vitamin Z zzzzzz zz__zz but well somehow it's pretty heartwarming how D-BOYS like yuuichi have managed to somehow find a path to follow after tenimyu (: have always wondered what would happen to them all after tenimyu ><
that aside, kpop wise, was checking flist and decided to give this girl a shot, e.via a.k.a happy e.vil, well she certainly is The Cool (:

life wise, well been stuck at home, pretty boring, thank goodness for DVDs and K8 stupidity, as well as that pair of new headphones (: and How I Met Your Mom (:

weather has been pretty zzz, today too, was supposed to hit the beach with sister but gaaah NO SUUUNNN D<

..okay back to homeworkkkk, must finish everything as soon as possible then guenyik, you can plaaaayyyyyy all you want! bio and math down, chem left! (what a pain)

reminder to self: dig out kiniro stuff! sort and label DVDs! watch honjaniiiiiiii!
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guenyik! (≧∇≦)ノ
29 November 2009 @ 10:14 pm
heaven's door;  
two years behind on life, whuuuuuttttt ):

missing out on so, so, so, so, so much ):

so next up on the list,
akai ito bambino bloody monday crows crows II dive to the future galileo hana kimi (yes ashamed that guenyik's only on episode six) happy boys heat island honjani8 hotaru no hikari jigoku shoujo jyuken sentai gekiranger (aha) liar game kamen rider kabuto (stuck on episode 16, 30ish more to go) kami no shizuku koi kyokusei last friends maou mr. brain orthros no inu smile stand up!! tantei gakuen q tenimyu tokyo dogs tokyo tower voice zettai kareshi..

maybe guenyik should just stick to brainless mindscrew + time waster shizz like sentai shows .__.
can't wait for saigo no yakusoku *__*
(doubt I'll be able to finish everything anyway)

oh, and,
DARREN SHAN IS BEING MADE INTO A MOVIE
EXCITING, MUCH
*__*
(must be the slowest person to find out)

/end fandom revival

so life since the end of promos has been nothing but "busy" >< and it's going to be so for quite a while more zz__zz
CCA tomorrow (: FOS is coming, yayyyy 頑張れ (:
after which guenyik needs to kick her ass off the couch/chair and get fitter for synergy.
still pretty apprehensive about synergy, but well, whatever, shall just go and have fun (:


yea guenyik knows. (:

american thanksgiving was last thursday, didn't really post because of post-camp blues and many other things, but well, although 2009 was downright crap, guess guenyik pretty much grew up again from all that has happened. not that it wasn't a painful journey this year, especially how small things can blow up a 'lil bit too much and all.

there're still some things guenyik has yet to learn to deal with properly, and some left undealt with, some she's going to have to face pretty soon, and the rest, guess they're either unsaid or undone.

getting a bit tired of handling fascist people but aaaa well, such is life. guenyik resigns herself to you.

if you were to give a name to that feeling, what name would be suitable?
just like an insect that flies into the night of its own free will
i swallow the fallen shards of lies,
tearing my own throat apart
it tasted sweet
the red droplets begin to fall
the true face
hidden under the mask

from tears to tears, hell to hell
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guenyik! (≧∇≦)ノ
26 November 2009 @ 09:55 pm
ITC ♥ (:  
GUENYIK IS BACK FROM ITC (:

there is a million and one things to post about, hope guenyik remembers them all, because really, thank you 35th, for the memories (:

( eye-tee-see! )
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guenyik! (≧∇≦)ノ
22 November 2009 @ 04:40 pm
the goodbye waves in the driveway, they just resonate;  
yesterday was one of the most hectic days of guenyik's life.

split into three parts,

1) ( of ties and blazers )

2) ( of milo stains and HIV cookies )


one photo! haha sarah being around = >100 photos, no sarah = ~1

3) ( of the best place in Singapore: Changi Airport ♥ )

the area in front of the piano's in a mess now, sister unpacked everything there, there's no place to skip, aaaa. better go down for a run later on, come on guenyik give yourself some motivation.

yes guenyik does not wish to become a liability to kenn and junxian during synergy ;__; (no rly, am pretty worried)

ITC starts tomorrow, guenyik is very much excited (:
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guenyik! (≧∇≦)ノ
19 November 2009 @ 10:28 pm
burn a bridge or two;  
today celene liangpin weeteck wenxuan yangyang and guenyik sent qihao off (:
today liangpin ordered eight cups of tehbing (using qihao's money) only to have qihao realize "OH SHIT IT'S 0740" and run off to check in. but that wasn't so bad.
today liangpin ordered fourteen (or so he thought) slices of kaya+butter toast at wang cafe (using qihao's money), only to realize his "two slices of square toast" for each person present was actually two sets of two pieces of rectangular bread with kaya+butter in between cut into half and hence,
today we ended up with twenty-eight slices of kaya+butter toast on the table.
today the auntie kept telling us 等一下，还有啊 and everytime she said that, all of us laughed hysterically.
today was one of those rare days when guenyik laughed so hard her stomach hurt dreadfully. not complaining tho, haven't laughed so hard in eons (:

tear a one dollar note into half and you get two dollars
butter, butterfly, buttercup, buttertree

today was an awfully rainy day, and guenyik froze to death during bike hike meeting
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guenyik! (≧∇≦)ノ
18 November 2009 @ 06:11 pm
that summer radio, the fireworks off the patio;  


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guenyik! (≧∇≦)ノ
10 November 2009 @ 07:03 pm
in the aeroplane over the sea;  
here are some things that made guenyik smile today:
( an empty wallet scene )

each day is a new canvas to paint upon make sure your picture is full of life and happiness and at the end of the day you don’t look at it and wish you had painted something different don’t be pushed by your problems be led by your dreams never go to bed unhappy life is to be enjoyed not endured people are just as happy as they make up their minds to be

then there is this: in some way, the quiet terror of severe depression never entirely passes once you’ve experienced it. it hovers behind the scenes, placated temporarily by medication and renewed energy, waiting to slither back in, unnoticed by others. it sits in the space behind your eyes, making its presence felt even in those moments when other, lighter matters are at the forefront of your mind. it tugs at you, keeping you from ever being fully at ease. worst of all, it honors no season and respects no calendar; it arrives precisely when it feels like it.

we've got our deepest hopes tattooed on our eyelids, so when we speak we speak fireworks
keep a green tree in your heart and perhaps a singing bird will come
i need a plane ride i need a sunburn

breakout NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
TT^TT

screw the talking happening in school, thank you very much
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guenyik! (≧∇≦)ノ
06 November 2009 @ 10:36 pm
between hello and i would give you the moon;  


1) climbing today was all sorts of fun ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
2) next up, 6C please (:
3) grateful that mr. alex said no to cheating a bit on 6A by using a rock that wasn't (puffer fish) blue, he was right, just a bit more (only la), don't stop, just keep on going. stupid guenyik don't ever think of slacking off ever again ><
3) climbing lessens (butt) muscle aches from PT

--

mr. right has the cutest ever ring to it.
(:
 
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guenyik! (≧∇≦)ノ
31 October 2009 @ 09:07 pm
press the reset;  


life these days have pretty much spelt nothing but "mundane"

attempt to find that shirt at Isetan today for daddy was fail to the max ):
plus guenyik's blister exploded
cue black liquid oozing out

--

keep on dancing, and the tangled up threads will slowly unravel themselves
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guenyik! (≧∇≦)ノ
26 October 2009 @ 08:45 pm
a week in december;  


it never seems to end, that is what he adores about the sky, how it is limitless, how it seems to be filled with endless possibilities, unlike life, which will eventually just come to an end. that, he understands perfectly well. it is weird, really, how people come and go just like that, in a blink of an eye, a snap of a finger, in half a second, or maybe a quarter. he doesn't know the person who decides it; said person was probably some almighty being – wise, capable, perhaps even immortal. at the back of his mind, though, somehow, he can never help but feel, like another author writing his precious six hundred and fifty eight page novel, with at least six books of sequel planned, it doesn't matter to him what happens to who; if it were him, he might not care for the characters he would write about either; he could be the character who is fatally poisoned in chapter thirty-four, or the one who is torn apart by wolves in chapter fifty-three, or the one who dies searching for the answer to his existence and of those around him.

found this just now while flipping around for the PW question booklet

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1) yesterday was wenxuan's birthday which was all kinds of brilliance.
it was really very enjoyable, just hanging out with everyone and chilling (: 
"Amusing Fish Game" for the win
brought it to school today,
it is so loud that when weeteck and guenyik were fishing the PW groups on the fourth floor could hear us play
and basically
the left wing just got awfully annoyed at us :D

2) today is monday,
a bad, bad day

3) tomorrow is a new day, and it'll be FoS! (:
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guenyik! (≧∇≦)ノ
25 October 2009 @ 10:40 pm
felt up and fingerprinted;  

one of those many things to smile about (:

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written report has been printing for three hours already,
falling asleep, zzz
come on Epson Stylus CX3900 Series plugged into USB002,
guenyik loves you very very much,
print faster,
go go go!

--

just another one of those many decisions you have to make in life
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guenyik! (≧∇≦)ノ
23 October 2009 @ 09:19 pm
Tetracycline Hydrochloride 3.0%W/W;  
school today was pretty much effed up.
but never would I think I would find someone who truly understood what I was going through because the way we see things, the things we think of, they're just so weirdly and coincidentally the same
thank you so very much laykit ♥
somehow, weirdly, I only realize how alike we probably are after seven years-ish
and to the two of you,
celene seah and teh cai yi
xiexie ♥

oh yes, here's a shoutout to mom
your daughter loves you to bits and pieces and fragments and shards ♥

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last week guenyik hoped that this week would get better
it only got worse

two days ago guenyik told celene she was more afraid of papercuts than big wounds
she ended up with two bandaged feet
and at the hospital,
guenyik's number was skipped
and the wound received an alcohol spam

well generally
this year,
whatever that could've gone wrong
went wrong

those were just the least of the shit :/

and yet the sky is still blue the grass is still green the sun is still shining the birds are still chirping the flowers are still blooming your heart's still beating you're still breathing you are alive
and guenyik's still smiling (:

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guenyik! (≧∇≦)ノ
20 October 2009 @ 07:39 pm
a book that ends with no last page;  


「星、見えるかな」

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million, billion, trillion, gazillion

bajillion
 
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guenyik! (≧∇≦)ノ
18 October 2009 @ 10:57 pm
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LYDIA LEE LIDIE
CAN YOU PLEASE
TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF
 
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guenyik! (≧∇≦)ノ
18 October 2009 @ 04:38 pm
while you dance to purple rain;  

CHRISTMAS IS COMING
dear santa, please let it snow

--

well this week pretty much spelt nothing but "bad"
(sincerly hope next week will be better, but then again we're getting back our papers)

hit the high school courts to play ball with andy charlton daniel geena jiajun jiaxi jingxi junxian xinyi yongkai after school to take my mind off things for a bit
maybe it worked, maybe it didn't
but seeing how crap I was playing,
well.

at least guenyik got scorched under the sun

and kenyeow still hasn't contacted me yet. makes me wonder if the clerk even passed the message to him.

(oh, and, celene and guenyik met our principal all geared up in his sports attire when we were heading home.
he waved to us and said "hello" ohmygosh hyperventilation much, we squealed like crazy because he was so cute)

stupid, why of all days must the sun be scorching hot when guenyik has PW to do.
perfect weather for outdoor activities ):

yesterday was supposed to be accendo outing at sentosa
the sun was brilliant
yet because of PW and everything else one day of awesome sun was gone
same applies to today, too

speaking of which,
yesterday
guenyik keep getting reminded of so many things
things I didn't want to remember
I didn't need to remember how right now, I should be mugging my ass off for my end-of-year examination,
I didn't need to remember that I should also be cramming kanji and grammar right now for Level 2 JLPT
I didn't need to remember that I have scores to catch up on
I didn't need to remember that
and I didn't need to remember that either

today,
I didn't need to remember that feeling again either

at least guenyik gets to trim her hair shorter tomorrow
no, not at that hairdresser
tomorrow's going to be some posh place,
mom's student
hope they don't ruin my hair
and maybe,
just maybe;

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note to self
1) スイッチを押すとき
2) book + starbucks
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guenyik! (≧∇≦)ノ
15 October 2009 @ 09:24 pm
say it with a smile;  


dance in the palm of the name called fiction
instead of a heartbeat there is a wide solitary silence

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so the past few days have been pretty busy.

1) muay thai was awesome brilliant shit.
first day was made of punches and kicks and elbow jabs and knee-ing,
stupid yida faked fainting from a right elbow jab
last part of the day was the best when the instructor alvin guy called me to kick,
it was so therapeutic, seriously.
like the wham and the echos and everything (:
somehow, guenyik still likes kicks the most (:

day two was loads of other stuff like combos,
oh and grappling with eva turned into some kind of a fight,
and guenyik punched yida square in the face twice and that stupid idiot pretended to faint again,
serious freak out ftl was kneeling next to him like one mourning the death of another -__-

ooooh let's not forget the smelly gloves too.
will be remembering them for a long time to come (:

2) serious knockout everyday after muay thai, forced self to stay awake to do up derek and kuanyue's birthday cards yesterday, two more belated cards to go zzz

3) today was made of screwing raphael's icecream up by pouring squashed egg yolks and shells X2 into his cup,
free yoghurt icecream,
boring sex education talk (slept through it)
haomeng's birthday
catching up with friends
and a 7pm meeting with mr. alex tan (:

but yes,
happy birthday haomeng (:

speaking of which, trying to obtain fire was pretty retarded. lighter was with chewfei, so qihao got some bunsen burner lighter from some flour pail lol it totally didn't work. so guenyik and qihao squatted outisde A316 like two idiots clicking the lighter furiously, but to no avail. change of plans, headed to fishtank, uncle no fire, so we headed to the lab, got matches from the uber nice lab technicians. but oh noooo they totally wouldn't work (kept breaking them anyway) so qihao ran back to the lab and the matches worked! but phone was in the room so booo had to wait for qihao to come back. finally the lighter returned, huzzah (: and we all sung haomeng a birthday song and celebrated his seventeenth birthday (:

4) zomg growing terribly unfit aaaa guenyikguenyikguenyikkkkkkkk go exercise x__x

5) dire need for sun
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guenyik! (≧∇≦)ノ
09 October 2009 @ 10:23 pm
if you were a song, i'd put you on repeat;  
TGIF

today guenyik woke up with a heavy head and a throbbing headache
walked into the wall because of that
screwed biology paper up
walked to vivo from school
(okay we gave up halfway and walked to orchard instead)
ate awesome hokkaido milk ice cream
caught up with old friends ♥
felt horrible because celene's birthday surprise fell through
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guenyik! (≧∇≦)ノ
07 October 2009 @ 07:35 pm
stop forgetting to remember the important things  
today, guenyik learnt five new things:

1) chemistry and guenyik do not click
2) murphy's law, anything that can go wrong will go wrong
(nevertheless, thank you all who kept cheering me on today)
3) scones and expired peanut butter do not go well together; in fact, they taste like mooncake that's probably rotten and stale when consumed together
4) overdosage of copenhagen mints = laxative effects
5) guenyik has forgotten to remember how to differentiate and integrate


uhm, okay

please let math be doable please let math be doable please let math be doable please let math be doable please let math be doable please let math be doable please let math be doable please let math be doable please let math be doable please let math be doable please let math be doable please let math be doable please let math be doable please let math be doable please let math be doable please let math be doable please let math be doable please let math be doable please let math be doable please let math be doable please let math be doable please let math be doable please let math be doable please let math be doable please let math be doable please let math be doable please let math be doable please let math be doable please let math be doable please let math be doable please let math be doable please let math be doable please let math be doable please let math be doable please let math be doable please let math be doable please let math be doable please let math be doable please let math be doable please let math be doable please let math be doable please let math be doable please let math be doable please let math be doable please let math be doable please let math be doable please let math be doable please let math be doable please let math be doable please let math be doable please let math be doable please let math be doable please let math be doable please let math be doable please let math be doable please let math be doable please let math be doable please let math be doable please let math be doable please let math be doable please let math be doable please let math be doable please let math be doable please let math be doable please let math be doable please let math be doable please let math be doable please let math be doable please let math be doable
(and chemistry to be okay)
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guenyik! (≧∇≦)ノ
03 October 2009 @ 04:15 pm
revolution;  
A)(i) today guenyik ate six kitkats
        (they were lying innocently in the fridge)
        (then again mom's been flooding the house with rubbish food, darn)
       does that mean she took six breaks?

   (ii) oh noez.

   (iii) okay back to fiscal policy, shoo girl

   (iv) studystudystudystudyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

B) the grossest thing about examination periods is the amount of fat one consumes (but the weight seems to drop?)
noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

C)(i) one week,
   (ii) it's just one week


D) HAPPY SEVENTEENTH CELENE
you are loved! ♥
(now that you are seventeen, don't be childish anymore -- that means walking into the auditorium/classrooms/QM room/whatever-other-applicable-room-with-a-door when guenyik opens the door for you :D)

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